12/03/2010

Good bye my fellows!

'Sorry, 'cause i'm readding from this piece of papper, i don't know all text yet, so i'm going read from this piece of papper, i know it's not very professional, but neither mine. Fellows, Thank you for letting me be myself. Some people don't like me being me... It seems that I make them feel uneasy about themselves. I've tried hard in the past to fit in with people. It doesn't work. It's the only me I do and I get offended when I'm not liked. I would also like to think that that's a natural human emotion! But it seems the position, I'm in means it's ok to hate me. Even if we've never met... Even. So thank you for letting me be me. I'm on the pitch, so people think i have no fellings, i do... so thank you for letting me be me.
I read stuff about me that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy... You have never said or thought these things, so thank you for letting me be me... I have a life to spend and I live the life of a high roller, but you've never held this against me. Some people make me feel as though, I don't deserve to be where I am... Believe me, I too on many occasions have had these feelings, so they're not alone... But you have never thought these things. So thank you for allowing me to be me... If I'm ever abrasive or seem arrogant it's because I'm scared. But you know this and you let me be me...
Some people will watch this and tear it to pieces, But they're not like you ...
They won't let me be me! Thank you all for all these years with you all, you will be forever living right here, right in me heart! God bless you all!'